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Sunday, November 27, 2005
The return of the fever
38.2 degree celcius. That's the highest temperature recorded for the day. or probably months. After a night of sleeping, i developed a high fever in the morning. How idiotic can my body get. Bloody painful throat is still painful. Coughing also doesn't helps to clear the phlegm that is in my throat that is obstructing my airway, but instead worsen my throat.
alright alright. enough of my complains of my sickness for these past few days. seriously hurting so badly.
There is something that i wanna mention though, which i encounter this weekend. I really hated when people do a 'pole dancing' while on the mrt. Yes, people who simply hug or lean their whole body on the pole which was a mean of support for people in the mrt to prevent themselves from falling. There is this couple who simply did a couple 'pole dancing' while i was trying to grab the pole. This lady came into the mrt and just hold on to the pole and squash my hand with her tummy. ok fine... i shifted my hand a lil' lower or higher (i forgot which way). Then her husband came in as well... hold on to the pole, and squash my hand again with his waist. WTH. They simply have their body stuck on the the hold. This made me not to, but to withdraw my hand. So embarrassing, i guess a few passengers witness this as well... saw my hand being squash and no where else to hold. I do admit that the mrt was a lil' crowded, but definitely not to the state that there wasn't any space for them to stay a distance from the pole apart from their hands. So in the end, i have to balance my way thru the ride. So damm straining.
38.2 degree celcius. That's the highest temperature recorded for the day. or probably months. After a night of sleeping, i developed a high fever in the morning. How idiotic can my body get. Bloody painful throat is still painful. Coughing also doesn't helps to clear the phlegm that is in my throat that is obstructing my airway, but instead worsen my throat.
alright alright. enough of my complains of my sickness for these past few days. seriously hurting so badly.
There is something that i wanna mention though, which i encounter this weekend. I really hated when people do a 'pole dancing' while on the mrt. Yes, people who simply hug or lean their whole body on the pole which was a mean of support for people in the mrt to prevent themselves from falling. There is this couple who simply did a couple 'pole dancing' while i was trying to grab the pole. This lady came into the mrt and just hold on to the pole and squash my hand with her tummy. ok fine... i shifted my hand a lil' lower or higher (i forgot which way). Then her husband came in as well... hold on to the pole, and squash my hand again with his waist. WTH. They simply have their body stuck on the the hold. This made me not to, but to withdraw my hand. So embarrassing, i guess a few passengers witness this as well... saw my hand being squash and no where else to hold. I do admit that the mrt was a lil' crowded, but definitely not to the state that there wasn't any space for them to stay a distance from the pole apart from their hands. So in the end, i have to balance my way thru the ride. So damm straining.
Saturday, November 26, 2005
A dieing Throat
The lymph nodes around my throat is fighting a battle now. Many dead bacteria/virus. Many dead antibodies. Throat having a bad inflammation. And probably swelling and red.
Someone stronger please come and aid my lymph node. If not my throat is gonna pain and dry to death now. I officially lose my voice. Cannot talk or sing as normally. Having a husky voice. No amount of water, herbal candies, lozenges or even medicine could bring down the pain now.
I have got no mood to do anything right now. Definitely not having the mood to do any reports. However, i killed my time just now watching "G3 Live in Denver" on dvd featuring guitar legendary
Joe Satriani,
Steve Vai and
Yngwie Malmsteen. A damm cool performance with guitars, guitars and more electric guitars. Hahaha. Was very amazed by the speed and powerful fingers of theirs. Super fast and super incredible flexible fingers. Definitely a concert which motivates me very much to practice h
arder for my guitar.
Friday, November 25, 2005
Short Update
Soon to recovery throat.
Dry Throat.
Dry Mouth.
Slight Cough.
Tired Eyes.
I need some rest. No i can't. There is just so many things to accomplish, yet so lil' time.
24 hours a day is not enough. I wish for more.
Thursday, November 24, 2005
Envy
These two days, the weather is turning cold. Very cold i mean. Could sleep thru' the night without the fan being on. That's so amazing, isn't it. Save the electricity. muhahaha
My sister is having a major holiday break now. MAJOR one! Damm major. Aww Man~ so jealous. She has been resting and shopping in and out very much with my mum now. Argh, all thanks to nyp scl, i have to be in school day in day out. With her grad. night coming very soon, and the chinese new year being on Jan, she already bought a few new clothes. bRRrrrR.
With this in mind, i have also yet to find a time and person to watch Harry Potter with me. sigh. I wanna watch Harry Potter!!! Where have all the time gone. argh. going crazy soon.
Mentally tired and physically sick now. Lucks to me. hahahaha
Monday, November 21, 2005
A silent danger
How stupid can i get to put myself in such a dangerous place.
As i get to understand, study and even get hands on with the stuff that i am studying, i realised that i am putting myself in a dangerous spot. We can't avoid the fact that people get sick or ill easily. And the virus or bacteria can get themselves wondering around the air and find themselves a 'lovely' place to live in. Hence, with this 'theory' in mind, a stupid virus has just happily enter my body. Damm It. A sudden onset of sore throat. Virus attack.
Just hours before, we were working with some bacteria or rather micro-organisms. Swabs from the nose, ears, elbow and even urine. Gross, but wth, i choose to do this course. Also during the lecture just now, teacher mention about working in the labs, laminar cabinets... About getting easily pricked by needles if we are 'swimming' in the gloves port. All these shit got me thinking why the hell did i pick this course. Probably because this stupid virus sets in at the wrong period of time, i am thinking of this irreversible situation.
Get out u, virus. U are causing me to hallucinate. ARGH.
-scream- ouch.
Saturday, November 19, 2005
Nuts not equal peanuts
A test that cannot be taken lightly
A test that cannot be underestimated
A test that caused embarrassement
A test that caused trouble
A test that requires logic and hardwork
A test that requires certain amount of luck
A test that drive me nuts
A test that is not peanuts
WTH. Driving TEST. Only the basic theory. Yet so suay. Sigh. Don't wanna say liao.
Kun liao. snooze.
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Morning and night
The sky was dark, it was drizzling, i was listening to my mp3 to the music of BoA's Waiting. How an appropriate song it was, becoz i was waiting for my class to start in the evening just now. Suddenly in the middle of it, i felt so peaceful, so relax, simplily love the serenity. Just a very nice feeling that i never felt b4.. so weird. I guess i am starting to love the night rather than morning nowadays.
I used to love the morning as i love the sun. Love the morning sun, afternoon sun... shining on me. hahaha. My love for the morning did not reduced, but probably i have learnt to appreciate the night now. With a one month holiday last month, i slept late every night, and slowly i love the peace and silent while i was just sitting at my computer, surfing the net and listening to the radio.
As school starts, my eyes have failed me many times. I am not able to keep my eyes open and keep myself awake. sigh. Everyday hectic work is making my eyes tired as i got home.
Morning and night. The extreme. I am loving them. hahaha
Monday, November 14, 2005
SHIT!
Homework that given for the last weekend seriously sux. A bad start for the semester. It's gonna be due tomorrow but yet, i have no idea how to go about doing them. Either i get a totally ridiculous answers or i just simply have no idea how to pen those answers down. What the hell was that. Others sounds relax or confident about theirs but... i seriously don't feel any of those for mine.
My eyes are giving way right now. It is really gonna be shut in any minutes really. How could that actually happen? I seriously wants to scold some vulgar languages these days. For many reasons, Schedules have been shifted to some ridiculous timings, homework are stacking up that stares blankly at me and unhappy mood which caused me tired. Maybe i should just go to sleep and heck care about all this. All this shit. Really Shit.
ARGH.
Sunday, November 13, 2005
Snuffleupagus
Saw DJ cruz did this
SESAME STREET Persona Test, so i decided to try this out while i am having some problems in doing my reports. And in the end... i found out that i am....
Snuffleupagus !!!!
54% Organization, 50% abstract, and 64% extroverted!
You are somewhat organized, both concrete and abstract, and both introverted and extroverted.
You are both somewhat organized. You have a good idea where you put things and you probably keep your place reasonably clean. You aren't totally obsessed with neatness though. Alloyius Snuffleupagus (and all Snuffleupagus') is not sloppy by nature, but he moves so incredibly slowly that it is impossible for him to be totally organized.
You both are about equally concrete and abstract thinkers. You have a good balance in your life. You know when to be logical at times, but you also aren't afraid to explore your dreams and desires... within limits of course. Snuffy generally has very basic interests, but he explores his abstract sensitive side when he plays his snuffleflute.
You both are somewhat introverted. Originally Snuffleupagus was very shy and was only Big Bird's invisible friend. However as he has aged he has started to build new friendships with new characters. Like Snuffy, you probably like to have some time to yourself. However, you do appreciate spending time with your friends, and you aren't scared of social situations.
hahahaha.. so cute. Quite true in certain aspect for me. hehehe.. alright back to reports... er... no should be go to sleep... muhahaha almost1am already.
Thursday, November 10, 2005
In life, we spent alot of time waiting.
And yes, for the past few days, we have been waiting for class to start. For example, yesterday, we spent 4 hours waiting for a 1 hour lecture. Today, we did the same again, but this time for 5 freaking hours for a 1 hour lecture. How cool was that. I just hope that the timetable and lessons will settle down. No more waiting and no night classes. I doubt so though. A long and torturing semester ahead.
In the process of waiting for these past two days, my friends and I did something I like. hahaha... watching a movie, but not at the cinema, but in the school library. I didn't know the library in school has such nice movie around. We watched 'the negotiator', a movie that was in 1998. Quite a thrilling and tension show. This movie somehow reminds me of 'Phone booth'. However, there were more scenes involved in 'the negotiator', rather than the one and only scene that was in 'phonebooth'. So if you people out there and get hold of the movie in one way or another, do go watch it.
In the meantime, i am still getting myself used to doing reports, reports, and more report. I am so tired.
Life is so routine now:
Wake up, school, home, dinner, tv, sleep.
Wake up, school, home, dinner, tv, sleep.
Wake up, school, home, dinner, tv, sleep.
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Yr 2, Sem 4
First day of school revolve around the world of fashion. Friends around me either went overseas to shop for great deals or some even bought new clothes to 'celebrate' the start of the semester. hahaha
Special thanks to singyee who bought me a belt from HK. Very nice belt indeed. lolx.. shall wear them tml. haha
Besides seeing those classmates that i have not meet for quite some time, the whole day of school today practically sux. And i can expect the same tomorrow. I used to grumble that why guitar practices have to be in the evening and make me go home late. However, now, when there are lessons held in the night, i rather i stayed for guitar practices than having lessons. Tomorrow gonna be the first time we meet a new external teacher, but i guess his arrangement of the time of the lesson have left a 'deep' impression already. argh. He better have something good under his sleeve or i am gonna boil soon. hahahaha ok kidding.
The mood for me is definitely very low today. I just didn't know why. Feel out of place today. sigh. Neither here not there. What's with me? I pray for the days to pass faster. Hated those weird feeling.
Monday, November 07, 2005
School is really starting in like 10 hours times. I have yet to go to bed to rest. Sigh... Could sense that i am gonna have some hard time this coming semester with irritating lectures and tortures that we have to suffer silently. Late night classes and brain killing homeworks to be done. I wanna the holiday to continue. God help.
Chilled out with my friends just now at Marina Square Kbox. Quite a cool place there. Nice, big and spacious room with only the 3 of us. Really nice ambience. First time singing until we got so tired that we called for the bill instead rather than the usual practice where the waiter/waitress will come pestering us to leave... sang from 2 pm to almost 8 pm. If it wasn't for me who have school tml, we would have stayed longer.
argh... i wanna screamed but i can't.
shrugs . Sleep.
Singapore Guitarist Network 2005
Singapore Guitarist Network! I am in it yesterday. My first outdoor performance ever since i stepped into NYPGC. Such a cool experience. I saw so many pro guitarists and avid guitarists there performing. Some of them got me blown away. wOoO... And guess what, that yamaha examiner who tested me recently, the resemblance of my primary school teacher, he was there yesterday. Didn't know he was quite a reputable guitarist in singapore until he was called out for a solo performance. I hope he don't recognise me... haha coz i got such bad grades for the exams... sigh... haha
Did i mention Singapore Guitarist Network was held at the newly built National Library? aWw... was a bit 'sua gu' at first coz since its opening, have yet to really visited the library. hahaha. And after this event, i have yet to figure out where is the books section... the place to borrowed and return books...hahaha must go and find out someday. hmmm....
Are we in luck or was it just a taste of sweetness before the bitterness? The lessons today was cancel and hence we need not attend lessons today. woohooo. I hope there are more good to come rather than bad.
And yes, good luck sister for the 'O's that begins today.
Sunday, November 06, 2005
Happy Birthday Mum
2 more days to school. Sunday and Monday left.
2 more days to the end of freedom.
An early night sleep for a better tomorrow...
Having a guitar performances at the national library later in the afternoon at 3 plus
Do come give your support if possible...hahaha
Also Happy Birthday Mum~!!!
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
Jay Chou
I used to don't think much of this taiwanese singer cum composer. Apart from his unique looks, i actually didn't quite like the genre of music he composed. Mumbling raps and unclear pronounciation of his lyrics, these were probably some reasons which makes me took no notice of his music.
Probably until the time when i started learning guitar, only did i not abstained from his music, i was very much exposed to his composition.... His songs were among the commonly played pieces guitarist showed off...hahaha yes... that popular 'Qing Tian'
was one of them. Slowly, i tend to actually hummed to his latest album songs. Even at K Box, his songs will be chosen. And Now... hahaha that song 'Ye Qu' really got me impressed too. Friends around me would ask me, you heard that jay new song, Ye Qu? I would be like er... No not yet.. is it nice? Seriously, the first time when i saw that music video on TV, i was so 'addicted' to the tune of it.. Could actually hummed the tune after hearing it once... muhahah...
This talented guy knows how to play the piano, jass drums, guitar and if i am not wrong the cello as well... So cool. hahaha oh did i also mention is debut movie he was involved in few months ago? Initial D!!! The lead in that movie... haha nice movie too... cool cars... cool racers... lolx.
Here are some shots from his latest album, November's Chopin.
