Thursday, August 25, 2005

My Thoughts?

I want to see things and get things organised. But at the same time i don't wanna portray myself as a dormineering person who speak and makes all decisions. It is just so hard to strike a balance. So fustrating when a discussion is nowhere, no one stands up... but yet when someone really stood up and dormineer the discussion, it will pissed people off too... Tts why i hate discussion with very very big groups of people...

Hmm.. somehow this scenerio reminds me of the reality show "survivor". Definitely one of the reality show i really missed watching... if i am not wrong, the upcoming season will be telecast soon in september or later.. heheh so excited... haha ok... tts a bit off from my topic... watever...

In survivor game, when a person gets dormineering in a group, there can be two results: it either gain people respect or the opposite whereby to pissed people off. Therefore if the latter happens, there can only be one ending: being voted out of the island. If the former happens, they are probably person who can de good leaders who can lead the group to higher heights. It really takes lotsa responsibility and courage....

er ... blah.. i don't know how to continue anymore... Juz some after though i have during a discussion that i had today.. haix... but thank god.. things get organised, but somehow in a slow manner... which meant... i went home late... hahaha so tired to think about anything anymore...

Shall continue to chiong my report tml or tml night bah... So "yuan wang" (treated unjustly). So irritating when teacher lost my stuff (my reports or homework). had an bad experience during pri school. This teacher lost my exercise book and she accused me for not handing up. When i speak up for myself, she slapped me. Wth man.. i did hand in lo. and in the end she found my book on her table. damm.. it was with her lo, still dare to slap me.. nv say sorry after that also.. But well, it happens so long liao, and i think or rather hope the lecturer aren't that unkindly to do such unforgiving act... hahaha... so nvm.. the lecture is forgiven..hahaha

bleah.. ok must sleep liao.. if not my complexion will get worst... ahh
ciao