Wednesday, July 06, 2005

my new hobby: daydreaming

i juz simply love the moment when i am in my dad's car daydreaming juz now on my way back home. i was practically stoned there and juz let my mind "flow"/rest .. haha somehow quite relaxed. hmm... mayb i should daydream more...

never have i felt so strongly about the stress i am enduring since the sem starts, but today i can truly feel threatened by my position i am in now and the people, places and things i have to go thru'. Firstly, i could sense that everyone is so "kan cheong" about the test this friday, everyone somehow started saying how far have they revise to and how much more they left to study... hmm... haix.. i cannot blame them or say that they are at wrong. but somehow i think i should rather reflect on y am i not as "kan cheong" or nervous about the test.. how come? then came the talent time event that was held at the auditorium... prizes were given out to students who scored 1st for each module. Schoolmates/ classmates of mine bagged more than 2 modules or at least 1 module as top. but y didn't i even get one? it must have been the laziness that have been hovering around me thru'out my years... haix... think i am gonna have a mental breakdown soon.

-i don't even know wat am i blabbering-
-i don't even know why am i blabbering all this-

i guess i should start revising now... but i juz couldn't find the mood... haha

-lights off- good night -yawns-